Monday, February 20, 2012

180 days in paradise..

salam alaik & greetings all..oh crapp.. lame nya x update blog ku ini....but first thing of all..saja nk announce that .im now.. happily in paradise..:)  on my 6 mths unpaid leave aka hibernation from office works...n im pretty sure all working moms out there ever dreamt of this kinda of break..
my reason being is >> to focus more on my princesses...i need to spend extra time for them..n praise be to Allah kerana memudahkan & memakbulkn niat ku slama ini..luckily my company approved d request...much thanx to the HR mgr who seemed to be very understanding as he was the 1st person i shot email to.. requesting for the unpaid leave..saja tried my luck there..bkn apa...working for big private company lagi2 la customer service oriented ..mmg emotionally challenging & mindly tiring..bhadapan dgn bermacam ragam kerenah customer ...dats d colorful of word indeed..i still lurve my job (biar betol aku ni??) but i feel really really unfair to the company if i cant commit to many tasks..termasuk la certifications which already included in our kpi (scariest part is u must pass the exam & re-sit if failed..n bad news is if u pass u have to be bonded hahaha) ..x dapat la mcm ni...dh tua2 mcm ni otak tepu dh utk menerima ilmu...wat a career woman am i kan ? tade vision/mission langsung..sorry im nt dat type,, i'm nt dat ambitious type ok..not keen in building a career path.cukup tiap2 bulan dpt gaji..udah udah la.biar jer sang somi yg develop his career path...let me be his loyal supporter/motivator pn cukup.. aritu pn my boss verbally mentioning abt promotion..opss sorry boss cant accept it..sincerely..biar jdi exekutip cabuk jer la boss.(sebenar nya takut byk tanggungjwb n role yg kena pikul) hahah..but main thing is..i dreamt abt this long break ever since i tader maid..tempang rase nya tader pembantu utk uruskn all house chores..byk sgt backlogged nya..last2 aku yg collapse nanti..huhu
ok now d dekat 2 mths i bercuti sakan nie..for this 2 mths la jgk..byk call i terima frm my office..all works related..huh cant believe this ! so minda pn keep recalling..refreshing all d system incidents/problems yg customer hadapi.since i i primarily buat system support at my client company.. so nk tak nk terpaksa tlng advise...and kesian jgk tgk budak yg acting my position tuh..moga dia di beri balasan yg setimpal drpd our boss (yg selama-lama ni really hard to justify for us wt gud rating ones huh !) but deep in my heart theres a mixed feeling actually..demotivated feeling..frustated feeling besides my current 'happy at home' syndrome. hehe .cant tell much here...let the time decides..will update on the outcome later.heheh

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