sabar jer la

suatu pagi weekend yg mendamaikan...sedang aku & suamiku sibok2 mem5s rumah..tetiba anak ku yg sulung menerpa dr tingkat atas...
dina : mamiii!..mami!!!..sye nk buang act fb la
aku : alhamdulillah ! sangat bagussss..takle korang dok menempek dpn pc lagi..asal ujung mingggu tu jer keja..lps tu gadoh²..
..penat dah mami jadi tarzann...tpi kenape tetiba nk buang?? (dgn nada muskil semuskil nya)
dina : ermm x bestt la game dlm fb tu..boringg...sye dh jumpa game on9 len yg lagik bestttttttttttt!!
aku : sabaaaar jerla akuuuuu !!!!

tua tetapi cantek??

dua mlm yg lepas..ketika kami suma sudah mau beradu..aku sempat le membaca buku..baring bersebelahan ku si kakak..biasala si no1 & 2 akan transit kejap la dlm bilik ku utk bersalaman sblm masuk beradu ke bilik masing².
tiba2 si kakak memerhati wajah ku & bersuara :
si kakak : mami..apa yg bintik itam besar kt muka mami nie..ada yg kecik2 pulak tu...tanda lahir ke?
aku : erkk..takla..tu la salah satu tanda penuaan nak oii..
si kakak : apa maksud penuaan??
aku : semakin mjadi tua la mami ni..mana la semakin muda...(dgn nada sayu)
tetiba si bongsu meyampok...mami, tuaaa tetapi canteeeeek...dan di iringi dgn gelak ketawa kami suma..
(dlm hati >> pandaila ko bodek ya)
p/s :apa²pn terima kaseey sweetie..since apa yg bebudak komen semmg ikhlas dtg dr hati yg masih putih berseri....
bkn mcm adults..heheh
TETAPI seingat ku pn penah jgk die ckp...mak nya nie..kekdng mcm hulk..dan penah d bilang maknya klua tanduk d kepala kalau dahhh emo tu memuncakk...huhuhuhuhu....

rajuk tak jadi

di suatu lewat senja...sptbiasa..aku sibok d dapor..while ppg kt dining hall...ada yg nonton tv..ada yg dgn internet..ada yg hobinya  menyepah..
perbualan spt berikut >>
aku : ooh anak²...lepas mandi..kemas cepat..solat terus..aaa.sblm tu..tolong kasi clear brng2 atas meja nun ...mcm tongkang pecah dh rumah..cepattt skitt!!
still.....*mode tiada respon..masing2 dok leka hal sendiri*
aku : kesiannn tgk mami ni...x cukup kaki tgn nie.tolong la...mmg korang x sayang mami kan...sikit takmoo tolonng (dgn nada merajuk x sedar diri ini..:)
ppg 3 : taknak syg mami..mami suka marah2 sye...
(actly..sblm tu..ada episod gadoh² manje dgn die.tu yg masih hot² tu)
ppg 2 : eh eh..sye syg mamila...
ppg 1 : aa hah..sye pn sayannngg mami...sepenoh hatiii sye tau x....tpi mami...yg paliiiinng sye sayang skali..adalah Allah..!!! Allahuakbar ! (fuhh...buat2 ambil hati aku cum melawak skali)
ppg 2 : Allahuakbar !! Allahuakbar !! (sambil bediri & mengangkat tgn kanan dgn tinggi)
aku : erkk kalah lagi..*senyum dlm hati...tak perlu kate ape ape*

dSLR dream

gonna it be true? let's recall what i had on mind..i've been dreaming...seriously k..of owning a dSLR camera one day..dont think dat i already got one meh by looking at d pic above..tipah tertipu..dat was my gud frenz punya hubby punya dslr le..sesaje posing sakan..
and again..for d past few days.. i've been googling on the subject and can't handle d desire anymore..gonna get one..hopefully soon..:)
after being consulted by a colleague who is also a part timer pro-photographer..alas..i've canon and nikon in my wishlist..d most popular in market..yipee..
so now..time to choose either one...budget is not a problem..insyAllah..
below are some reviews from d sites..owwhh no.. i'm a beginneer..now im in a thoughtful dilemma..canon or nikon..non or kon..kon or non..argghhh..
help me ! help me...!

Beginner DSLR cameras

In the beginner DSLR section, we have Canon EOS Rebel series: Canon XS/1000D, Canon XSi (450D), and Canon T1i (500D). These cameras are compact and light weight (relative to DSLR cameras). Like Nikon, Canon cameras do not have built-in image stabilization in the camera, Canon & Nikon use lens-based image stabilization instead. Canon beginner cameras benefit from full compatibility with all Canon EOS lenses which are regarded the most complete and sophisticated in a relatively lower price compared to competitors.

On the other hand, Nikon beginner cameras do not have built-in AF motor, so while you can still mount Nikon AF lenses (older lenses especially prime lens) to it, you can’t auto focus. This might not bother you if you only buying newer lens or don’t plan to buy any other lens at all. Nikon D40, D60, D3000 also do not have live view like Canon beginners cameras.

However, I like the ergonomic and handling on Nikon beginners camera better than Canon beginner cameras.

[source : http://www.radiantlite.com/2009/11/canon-vs-nikon-dslr-cameras-2009.html]

Does Nikon or Canon have better SLRs?

Be honest here for a second.

If you're taking pictures with an SLR, there's a very good chance you're using either a Nikon or Canon camera, and therefore there's a good chance your loyalties are set. But what would you do if asked to give advice to somebody upgrading from a compact camera to a single-lens reflex model? Or what if you were a pro making a fresh start?

With SLRs suddenly very popular, we decided to run a poll to see what the fans out there have to say. So take a step back, think carefully for a moment, cast your vote in the News.com Poll box, then weigh in with your opinion in the Talkback section below.

Here's how I see the competition right now. Canon has dominated the digital SLR market, but Nikon is coming on strong.
Read more: http://news.cnet.com/8301-13580_3-9827989-39.html#ixzz1FVR8Mmwx

Nikon's D3 and its brethren.
(Credit: Nikon) 

Canon's 5D et al.
(Credit: Canon)

my health..my mixed feeling..

wow..its has been a very long time since last i updated in jan..welcome back to me..:)
d story is dat i've gone thru few challenging & sad episodes...i was challenged by laparoscopy wic i decided to have a battle against it after a deep deep thought & i was down..:) due to that i got 9 dys of sickleave..tat really put me in heaven (coz away frm office le) eventho d reality was i was in pain..jst imagine..they did a small incision ard 1 inch i think thru my cute belly button hehe..and camera was inserted & let it explored d inside me..and another hole made on my left tummy..alhamdulillah it went smooth..and alhamdulillah again..i found the root cause of my weird symptoms all this while..lucky me! its just a mild one..according to my gynae its common nowadays & can be cured...insyAllah..1st shot of treatment was right after the procudure...namely lucrin.. it kills me softly k...i've to live wt the side effect for few mths..i need to be strong..for the sake of getting recovered..insyAllah..2nd shot was last wk..to my surprise..my gynae had aggreed wt my counter proposal...i suggested that 6 mths to be cut short only 3 mths..pepandai jer aku nie...initial plan was 6 mths of treatment..i dared to counter propose after being consulted by doc Adilah thru her blog ..jazakallah..she is amazing..no where u can find a private specialist who cud give free consultation..:)
the sad part is when you have a so-called 'closest fren'...b'tepuk b'tampar stiap hari..and a 'fren' turned away frm you without any signal..i jst noticed this while i was on SL.dunno wat i've done wrong until my sms never got replied..dunno wat went wrong till my fb act has been deleted from 'fren's frenlist..oh God..and wat makes me even sick and sad..a 'fren' didnt bother to call nor to wish a recovery...unlike before...this keeps me wondering until now..oh fren forgive me for any wrongdoings towards u..and yes to make things better...i had asked for an apology..alhamdulillah...mulut mengiya..but hati siapa yg tahu..hanya Allah yg tahu kn..importantly, ive done my best to mintak ampon mahap even tho im pretty sure dat i did nothing wrong ..yet 'fren' remains as is til today..'fren' is not anymore d person that i used to know..'fren' u made me cry ..deep inside!!..but dear fren..tis is ennuff..i'm getting better now..even tho u treat me like this..i dont mind ..coz i know tis is just a small test..dan sesungguhnya aku redha...its better to care abt my own feeling..and my health..think & act positively is d best solution..yess!..may Allah bless u dunia akhirat..my dearly fren ..:)
p/s: betol kata org..1 keburukan bole menutup 10 kebaikan wpon sesame yg akrab.
..TETAPI..kebenaran hakiki...yg buruk dtg dari diri kita sendiri...sgala yg baik datang drNya..subhanallah..